I wish I didn't have anxiety...

High winds - a storm is coming

Grass needs to be cut

Higher winds - here we go

Curtains flapping in the wind... should I shut the windows?

Faucet dripping - drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip

Kids screaming in the neighbor's backyard... they never shut up!

Dogs wrestling

There is hair everywhere - I just vacuumed

When am I getting paid again?

I hate my body

Trees tapping on the windows

I have to let the dogs out

Breeeeeathe

I hate food prepping - I am starving - I shouldn't eat, though

If I go to sleep in this exact moment, I will only get 4 hours of sleep

Is it Friday yet?

The house next door has wind chimes - I hate wind chimes

Breathe, breathe, breathe

How can you just let your screen door slam back and forth in the wind like that?

Am I crazy?

Drip, drip, drip, drip, drip - I need to fix that faucet!

[vacuum sounds]... ahhhh, I feel better

Where did that crack in the ceiling come from?

How do you even fix a crack in the ceiling?

How much is that going to cost?

Wish I could just fix it myself - I am a failure

Count to ten - 1, 2, 3...

I forgot to put the laundry in the dryer! - Great, now I have to rewash it

Shut those kids up!

I wish I had a different life

I have a migraine

Just go to sleep - you're exhausted

I should paint that

Drip, drip, drip, drip

The family is coming over this weekend - I have so much to do

There is never enough time...

Breathe

Maybe I should go for another run

[walks outside]

Trees are squeaking and rocking back and forth

Dogs barking

We need a new fence

How much does that cost?

I wish I could just put it in myself - I am a failure

Count to ten - 1, 2, 3, 4...

[starts to rain, goes inside]

Drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip

The basement is probably going to flood - great

I need a vacation - I can't afford a vacation

I am going to rip those wind chimes down

I can't breathe

Count to ten - 1, 2... why do I even try to count? - No, I have to... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5...

Can I ever have kids?

Do I want kids, when I cannot handle this?

I hate kids

Chaos

Anger

Frustration

Depression

Drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip

Am I crazy?

I am losing my mind

Help!

I wish I didn't have anxiety...